Friday, October 3, 2008

P.S. - "Post Script"


Thank you Ryou for this lovely picture. Everwind at sunset...gotta love windlight =).



*sighs* I am not going to flower this up, and I have tried several times to work out my thoughts to no end. I came to realise as the month ended how much things have changed in the last 9 months for me. Before Everwind closed roleplay was everything for me, and I had only just started to take my first steps into building. Now I find that with each build either for myself or a customer I am happier being lost in creating something then trying to find a place that I could take my character to.

Each new realm is a challenge as Katlin has become something unique and each new Realm I find taxing to keep true to what she has become. I don't mind change, it's only that I prefer to do it with roleplay so it has some meaning. I have seen too many constantly change their characters without any effort or roleplay and it makes it hard for other roleplays to comprehend what has happen. No matter what happened to Katlin between her travels from Everwind to Triskele to Carmarthenshire I was able to keep true to who she had become.

I feel that she has come full circle, she has wandered in the forest one last time and found peace there. While I continue to build and create I will keep my eyes open and wait for maybe there will be a Realm she will come out of the forest to call home once more

This does not mean I am going to give up roleplay, only I will not be using Katlin as I don't wish to taint what she has become. I will take my roleplay as someone new, a new character ready to be molded into someone unique. This will also allow me to divide my roleplay and my work and hopefully find that happy balance that I have been looking for

Happy RPing!